whatafeelin

2006-03-03T01:33:00.000+08:00

i MOVED!

http://whatafeelin.livejournal.com/

2006-01-21T22:37:00.000+08:00

The art of losing isn't hard to master;
so many things seem filled with the intent to be lost that their loss is no disaster.
Lose something every day.
Accept the fluster of lost door keys, the hour badly spent.
The art of losing isn't hard to master. I lost two cities, lovely ones.
And, vaster, some realms I owned, two rivers, a continent.
I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster.
Even losing you... the joking voice, a gesture I love... I shan't have lied.
It's evident the art of losing's not.too hard to master though'it may look like...
Write it!... like disaster.

poem by e.e cummings =)

2006-01-20T22:10:00.000+08:00

i carry your heart with me
(i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it
(anywhere i go you go,my dear;
and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear not fate
(for you are my fate,my sweet)
i want no world
(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;
which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart
(i carry it in my heart)..

2005-12-09T21:41:00.000+08:00

chicken lil was hilarious. i duno man, but i just it worked for me, i find the jokes n actions v funny. haha kinda short thou. i want to catch rumor has it, by jennifer ainston. hot stuff huh, but tt only wil b in cinemas in jan. i wan to watch prime, chronicles of narnia, in her shoes, kingkong, blahblah. yea i need the bucks haha.

im finally stripped outa bankruptcy. the past week i had like 10dollars, then became 70cents. yes thats the total of all my assets. aft the day at the zoo, oh yea the clas gers went to the zoo for bErn bday celebration. lotsa animals, and a cute lil baby boy! oh ya eh i was sayin? and then my ahma n mama gave me money. i have to be extra careful with the cash thou!

my throat's hurtin now. had prata in the morning, yea i got cravin so i went out to buy it. didnt want to step out of the house actually, partly cos of me being horibly sunburned. my shoulder blades hurt a whole lot, hands, face all red. cos of the trip to sentosa! hahah the walkin n walkin and more walkin. been to some places i nvr eva been before. oh and the beach too. the sun's scorchin. ok i digressed. i meant to say i ate famous amos today. haha this cravin tingy again. im drinkin alota water now to prevent my throat frm goin all itchy and painful

my bro's laptop is offically mine. will start using it tml i gues, he insist on teachin me how to use it, okay im a noob at such stuff lah. ahah

havin Fm tuitn tml, been years since i've touched maths. hope everiting goes well..

ah xmas is comin. this's the season to be jolly, fa la la la la la la la la.

pele says brazil's strong cos deres ronaldihno and kaka. spot on man!!

simple plan - crazy

2005-12-01T18:45:00.000+08:00

Tell me what’s wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
They won’t stop 'till they reach their dreams
Diet pills, surgery
Photoshop pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn’t make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy
Is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me what’s goin' on
Tell me what’s goin’ on
If you open your eyes
You’ll see that somethin' is wrong

I guess things are not how they used to be
There’s no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Makin' kids feel like it’s World War III
No one cares, no one’s there
I guess we’re all just too damn busy
And money’s our first priority
It doesn’t make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy
Is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me what’s goin on
Tell me what’s goin’ on
If you open your eyes
You’ll see that somethin'is wrong

Is everybody goin' crazy?
Is everybody goin' crazy?

Tell me what’s wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see,
Rich guys driving big SUV’s
While kids are starving in the streets

No one cares
No one likes to share
I guess life’s unfair

Is everybody going crazy
Is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me what’s goin on
Tell me what’s goin’ on
If you open your eyes
You’ll see that somethin'
Somethin' is wrong

Is everybody going crazy
Can anybody tell me what’s goin on
Tell me what’s goin on
If you open your eyes
You’ll see that somethin' is wrong

2005-12-01T12:34:00.000+08:00

im feelin lazy and cranky and hungry right now, but i dun feel like moving or gettin outa the house for my lunch..

went for the 4H chalet yest, pretty bad turnout, at 6+ itz jus grace ching and i, the only girls, and about 6 or 7 of the guys. so we ended up walkin aimlessly ard downtown east den went for dinneR. its nice to see them again, been a long while, and dey haven change a bit,stil very corny n funy. mayb just the height factor deres a diff. haha den we went pasir ris park for the spiderweb. it was a very long walk, den we entered the maze, haha it was hilarious the guys are acting like hary potter in the maze tryin to find the trophy or something. aparently we got lost inside den seperated into 3 groups. guanyee kept singin n singin, n everione was makin fun of his size hahah. we then played at the play ground, they have this like round tingy for pple to spin on, and it goes really fas n all dizzy. few of us left at 10+. theres bbq tonight, should have more peeps today, but im not goin, g n ching left for hk already, lucky them! im not goin anywher got this hols, my bro havin exams. i pray damn hard SAT end soon, its this sat, i have SAT on sat. hahah ok corny. i have a rely bad feelin abt it. did the practice papers n didnt score v well, its like, dam sian already lahh..

jin's -love story- is really nice, its tells a story with a rap. i just feel like sitin on my sofa n watchin friends all dayy. still have 3 seasons to go. hahah mann im really bored. oh i sudenly remembered, dicky told the guys a joke yesterday.. here goes

a girl asked god,

girl: god, what is a million years to you?

goD: is it all but a second

girl: god, then what is a million dollars to you?

god: it is all but a penny

girl: god, then can i have a million dollars?

god: sure, just a second.

hahah, ok v corny, but i tink its quite cute. the way he said it made it even funnier. my body achin badly already, its now like a weekly thing from all the stretchin n stuff. may saturday pls be over soon..

2005-11-19T16:57:00.000+08:00

heYy

i watched hary potter yest. this time the movie's rather darkk, no not the lighting if u noe wad i mean. haha no wonder in america 12yrs below cant watch unless deres an adult with them or sth. i tot the movie was rather cool, the effects were grEat. im gona catch exorcism of emily rose nex wk, bet i'll juz freak out lahhh haha.

theres 4H clas chalet nex nex wk. and unfortunately it is just before my SAT. oh mann great. dun feel like taking the test alreadyy. cant cram soo many words into my brain. i'll be pretty bz with all those lil stuf here and there, and i've got season 1 n 2 of frenS! ohh n i bought this VCd set, -wu dong qi ji- for like juz 8bucks at hougang mall, and it turned out to be not bad at all, about this ger tt drmz to dance profesional balet but blahblahblah. kinda cool n touchin show. but well im oni at the like 3rd disc. haha priortise berdine geh. but ahh wadever, im gona watch friends later. haha

been into hip hop songs lately, nice ones lah. not dose rely noisy. i like rhythmic catchy ones. those u listen when u're feelin v restless or agitated. haha kanye west got reli good songs, n he rap really well. songs by fort minor are cool too. try -remember the name- its the nba 2006 theme song, real cool. various older songs struck me too, so im like hooked onto songs 24/7 now.

i feel kinda glad, but kinda confused, kinda undescribable, kinda hapy, kinda complicated. i duno man.. this is tough.

oh haven been catchin up afew pple! siying, ben, jo, blahblahblah. we'll find time okayss

i tink i needa take a nap.

2005-11-12T00:40:00.000+08:00

okay im pretty proud of myself today. spent 1 hole day packing my study room, u got to noe how much effort that takes. let me show u the final result of all the packinggggg.

tis is my table. hahah it used to be overwhelmin wif stuf lah, i cant even find a spot to write, or like find whers my keyboard n stuff. the table has finally seen llight.

and this is the lil corner. i plucked out the old printer and cleared it for files n stuff. got the books from all over de rm to 1 lil corner.

its tirin alrights. plus the packin of my closet too. haha packed all de clothes i dun wan to giv away. and i also packed up all the newspapers lyin ard the livin rm into a plastic bag.. longg day. hahah

okay im gona hav bfas wif cr tml, prata, daohui, kaya toast, n blahblahblah. sounds pretty gd. haha.

okays lazy to type already. just wana wish all de alvl peeps all de best yea! readin their blogs is depressin, all the feelins n the -i noe i can do beter-, -arr damn the careless mistakes-, -why didnt i tink of that erlier?!- stuff. all so familiar. all the best =))

2005-11-01T23:16:00.001+08:00

i've got the jay album!! went to collect 3 jay albums today. and no, i didnt buy 3. 2 for my frens ya see. haha jay's songs are great, as always. only listened to the album once so far. his songs grows onto me. as in wen i heard them for the 1st time, i felt they were gd.. but hafta hear them afew more times den i will feel tt its reli extremely wonderful. get wad i mean? his songs leave a lingerin feelin n the lyrics is superb! dose that haven got the album, wad are u waitin for, u duno wad ur missing. hahah ok mayb you wun, for dose pple tt asked me to burn for them. haha

alrights my bro juz walked in while i was checkin my clas email, he saw -bernice- there, and commented that " pple with the name bernice ni yao xiao xin, bu shi hao ren' hahah sori bern hes all crap and i did tell him not to steoreotype. the same goes to all the james n joshuas, your names were mentioned too.. it's jus a stupid joke, i apologise. hahah

had pw at vs today. afew of us went to chayhim's hse n ordered canadian pizza. his hse is reli biggg. n his two dogs! one big 1 small, really hyper dey were bouncing and runnin all ard. the big one like to pounce on me. this reminds me of my dream to get a maltest and a golden retriver. hahah oh and i played ps2 for the 1st time in my pathetic life. yea i noe, im like dam moutain turtle, i dun play such stuff or rather i dun hav such games since like the sega era. ahaha played the car racin, soccer and basketball. i used iverson, n all his shots are like, woot!

look, 2 of the world's greatest players. hahah

2005-10-28T22:20:00.000+08:00

yes! more seasons of -friends-. more reasons to chill at home, gettin stucked in the sofa, glued to the tv. more reasons for laughter. more reasons for me to forget about all the sucky pw that i have to do.

ooh n borders is an amazing place. hahah

2005-10-22T20:56:00.000+08:00

i just came back from town. had university admission talk this morn. had it kinda decided long ago tt i will go smu. cos im like belong to tt kinda pple. ttz y im siting for SAT, had it registered already. which means i must sacrifice part of my hols. its okay, anything for my future.. hahah

went shoppin wif my mama aft tt at bugis, bot 2 pairs of jeans. then i went for fm tuition, gosh i practically fell aslp during tt. i was rely rely tired n she was teachin DE, which i learnt before. i even pinched myself to kip awake okays, see my sincerity. hahah. resumed shoppin wif my mama again aft tt. we went ps den back to bugis again. got a pair of cute pretty shoes, wanted to buy another kind at charles n keith, but no sizes already. y am i a size 7?! haha.

im reli reli exhausted and my feet aching like mad. probably cos i walked the whole of town, including all the buildins, frm far east to ps n some repetition. well yea its gd exercise but my legs r like gona give way. haha oh i watched the 40yr old virgin yest too. pple at Lido dun even check lahh, so we just hapily walked it n felt relly young in the cinema. other than the fact that their chairs can rock, they basically suck. theres no head rest so we hav to like sit relly loww. the movie's pretty funy. haha i noe cat n ting gona say i like stupid horny corny homour or waddver, hahah wadever lahh its funny okay, juz like -friends-! its so so hilarious im just hooked onto it. i love joey and chandler. i relly like their humour, nevermind its dumb or anything haha.

ohhh n i pre-ordered the jay cd. comes with his poster. nov 1st!! cant wait mann i only buy his albums cos i noe it'll be worth it.

i had tuition again tmll..town again, i shall go explore other places next time like erm those unknown places to me on the mrt line. like admiralty? khatib? n duno what. oh yea n we're making a trip down to the zoo yea girls? quick quick stupid pw pls be over soon. my slot's on the 8th. nice number, hope tings turn out nice too. im juz feelin real uncomfortable now, n its a terrible feelin. im actually havin cold war wif this pw mate of mine tt i will nvr imagine will hapen. how am i gona approach this prob or wad crapp..n it aint gona help wif flike 2 members of the grp not tokin to each other. its always beter to keep tings simple in the 1st place..

do you know? that elephants are capable of swimming 20miles a day? strawberry is the only fruit with its seeds ouside? erm still got 1 more, but i forgot already. hahah drinkin snapple can actualy make one more knowlegable yea.

somehow im feelin v thankful of the pple i have around me. my mama especially, we had completely no fights ever since something impt was taken away frm us. n i wana make sure she will be proud of me. he willl too. n my bro for dragin my out for late nite supper, yea i was dragggedddd. its gd to hav an older sibling to guide you in studies n stuff, nvm tt he always say im stupid, an ass, or waddver. cos i say it back. hahah n the girls for toleratin my mood swings, it can get reli bad i noe. and for all the special pple in my life, im thankful, relly.

okay im soundin so un-me. its juz a sudden reflection. hahahha alrights, im gona bathe and then sit on the sofa watch friends and luff my ass off. i totally like their theme song!!

-i'll be there for you, when the rain starts to fall. i'll be there for you, like i've been there before. i'll be there for you, like you're there for me tooooooo! -

great song.. oh try craig david's don't love you no more(i'm sorry). trust my taste alright =)

2005-10-18T20:25:00.000+08:00

it feels terrible when you've let yourself down, things don't meet up to your expectations., or you cant keep up with your standard, you get so so so dissapointed.

i'll come to terms with it soon, it aint very bad, just not up to standards.
different strokes for different folks. (i just love this line!)

well yea...

anw, grabrielle's out of reach is a great song.

2005-10-07T13:02:00.000+08:00

oh dear.. oh my god. cant i for once, get out of the examination hall not feelin depressed?!

horrible, i duno wads wrong wif my brain. had phy today. didnt tot it was reli v horible, but on the way bak i tot of the questions n was like oh shit, i did tis wrongli, did tt wrongly, somehow durin the exam my mind was fuzzy. n somemore the ques r all linked up lah. 1 part wrong the others can byebye oredy. i seriousli duno wth im tinkin. tis is so infuriatin. arghhh

right, so much for wanting to maintain my mid yr results. or mayb the markers wil b pretty blind while marking. waddever.

monday's my las paper. a horible hard torturin las paper i reckoned. haha no, is confirm like that one. just let everiting be over quick, im sufocating!!

distraught. thats the word.

2005-10-03T19:28:00.000+08:00

hElo!

oh so gp and econs over. 3 more papers left to go. my dreaded papers. if i cant even do decent for maths im so dead. much to say fm. n my physics knowledge seem to hav vanished. i have a mind that cant rely store stuff. as in seriously. thats very bad. i have a poor memory too. wad to do?

my neighbour's kids came to my hse to play again. dey are v cute. one 7 n another 2. while me n my mama was havin diner, dey were performing for us. the elder one sang -wo you yi zhi xiao mao lu-, song n dance segment, den de baby saw n joined it, but she performed -gd morning- ( aparently sth she learnt in playschool). so dam funny lah. simultanous performances got me luffin til i teared man. its v fun to hav kids ard man.

oh n i watched channelnewsasia tis morning. past few days too. haha for the sports news initially, but later i found it to be quite a gd channel. heard abt the bali bombin news all over. what u get frm suicide bombing? walk into a crowded place, feel superior, press a buton, u find yourself exploding into shreds. at the end of the day, all you're left with are your limbs, and head. oh and together with a bunch of pple tt r made to die with u. sigh. wad can i say?

liverpool lost to chelsea!! my god its a trashing. ok lah im a prety neutral party. theres gerard on 1 side n lampard on the other. but i noe of liverpool fans tt r feelin real demoralised. haha n i hav to complain again that i hav no scv. arghh.

im gona slack n watch tv already. lotsa shows today!! i shall start salvagin my phy tml. and pray v hard. haha cyAAs

2005-09-25T09:34:00.000+08:00

sometimes,

you struggle so much with your life, your studies, your dreams, your goals..

at the end of the day,

u duno wad is it all for.

the soccer pro

2005-09-16T19:54:00.000+08:00

look at the two wonderous goals kaka scored on the ac milan vs fenerbahce match on mon =D

http://www2.raisport.rai.it/gol/230304kaka1rp.mpg

http://www2.raisport.rai.it/gol/230304kaka2.mpg

2005-09-13T20:25:00.000+08:00

okay today is tuesday. n yesterday was monday. haha. duhh. okayy sch started. quite sian actually, lesons wise lah as always. i've been drinkin alot alot of water these few days. n in sch i kip refillin my botle haha so wierd coz las time i can go for hours w/o drinkin n now i drink afew times w/in an hour.

having pe tml. lookin forward to it man, i haven sweat it out for v long already, other than playin badminton n vball wif ben durin the sept hols. i wan to play ball, or waddever game i hope we get a gd pe teacher mann. oh n tml i wil b self dismissin myself erly. haha the superposition lecture is reli fei one. n somemore i did the tutorial n got de ans already, so dun c any pt stayin for it, self go hm n slp n mug..hopefuly. haha

seeing the J2s havin their prelims is reli scary, so stressful sia. im stressed but im not motivated. so wad crapp?

anw deres dhs alumni diner tis sat.. haven make up my mind whether to go not yet. coz i hav tuitn frm like 330-730, if i go i wil hav to miss the phy one. i dun wana mis it man coz i actuali do listenn learn in phy tuitn, not like the stupid fm. duno man, but seems like alot of pple r turnin up for the alumni tingy..shal c how it goes.

look!!! 8888! how cool rite. nex time wen i have my own car i wil hav the licence place -BER8888- or like -GEH8888- hahah im proud of my surename. oh tt reminds me john said an 8888 carplate mus bid for 10 000 bucks. so he said im worth only 10000 coz my bday's oso 8888. haha as idiotic as always. n i stil haven get my kaka poster frm him yet, i wan it so badlyyyyy

hahaha. oh talkin abt kaka, go check out www.adidas.com/football its a super darn cool website wif all de gr8 scoer players, ahem esp my kaka. hahah

the lords of football can take their seats because the child from Brasilia is simply unique
--- Adidas.

see that? hoho. =)

okay im full of crap todayy. stil gona watch tv later. y i so slack?

i hope tml will b a gd dayy.

2005-09-07T00:50:00.000+08:00

home alone

2005-09-05T09:38:00.000+08:00

oh no is the picture cut into half wen u guys view it? i tink the test box space is too small. aiyo. n i duno y this whole part is underlined.erm v wierd i cant make it bak to no underline!

ohh its early in the morning right now. berdine dun usualy wakes up so erly. hahah. darn im home alone. for the whole week. its actually alrite with me since i experience it all the time but the main problem is how to settle my meals. ahhh. i shall chill out at home today n tml im goin out to study with yang n also play pool. everytime i go out with her studyin efforts go down the drain hahah but baby that aint gona hapen tml yea?!

im stil like 1/4 sick. two freaking weeks already. okay but i tink its recoverin soon as long as i dun eat any nonsense for like nex 2 days, which is not v possible! haha im like havin cravin for prata right now. por ting. im tokin gibberish eearli in the morn. i feel juz like ploping right back into my bed hahah.

I WAN TO GO BEP CONCERT!!!

darnn to tink i juz knew about it like on friday. 99 and 119 seats left single ones. went sistic saw the seatings like v far. i seriously want to go. nevermind that its rite smack on tuesday on de 20th. i juz wan to go. but i gues i wun get to. arr nvm, i listen to my mp3s lah. hahah

okokay i shal go already n brainstorm wad to eat for lunch later. haha ciao!

2005-08-31T21:36:00.000+08:00

oh i 4got to add. we went to find kiw too! hohoho good old kiw. hahah. the visit teachers part was the funiest lah. cos the guys went wif us n dey said alot of crap. mrs har stil as cute n funny. and she said her husband in vj teachin phy. rely sia. i didnt noe vj got a mr har? hahah. n jenfee!! she dressed so cutely. n tok the same way as las time oso. i stil rem las time she ways go " jiameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeei, why didnt u blahblahblah" haha. im so sory i dun take chem animore =p oh den mis fang! sexayy man. haha she was wearin tis super short dress. deir theme for teacher day is retro so everi1 looks funy haha. n mr hia! he stil rem grace and i. haha wayyy bak in sec 1 n 2. i luv him man =) thenn...leme tink... oh tan beekee!! hahah our clas calls her piglet. coz she looks like. hahah abit mean but in a cute sense! and today she look like a present kan. she tie a ribon from frn her neck up to her head hahah u noe like ribon on a present? hmm oh KIW. hahah we all went n bowed to him.hahah so funy. den stupid guys siam n left me grace n jen. the gd old days wen we hav chats wif him. HAHA. den so funy lah i naturali reactn is to put my hands behind my back. hah den he chated wif us n toked sum stuff we dun udstn. u noe chim stuff so we juz look at each oder, clueless. when all else fails, smile. hahah so we juz kip smilin at him lah. so funny. im so sure he recognise us lor. all dese yrs. hahah

okay sudenli feel like mentionin the teachers haha. well n to all i saw at dhs today, miss u guys =)) imagine us all once again in that sch, everi morn wif kiw preachin durin assembly we wonder wen wil it ever stop. and skirts knee length long, no sling bags, white shows, no ankle socks no tuck out shirts, u can teven cary ya walet in ya hand!! hahah heard tt dey aproved of sling bags oredi, totes too. saw super alot of dhs pple caryin them. hahah. well okay thats all. bye!

2005-08-31T20:26:00.000+08:00

okay im gona complain about the freakin idiot. here goes:

so basicali this person in my pw grp dun do any work. n the prob is shes a girl. urgh. outcast ger. not that we outcast her. she outcasted herself. n im already v v v patient n nice to her til she burst my limit. she freakingly does nth for pw. except to write the mins.n she write it only wen i tel her too.and she writes like 2 lines? sum days wen we r in luck she writes 5 lines. HURRAY!!! -_- then, she sits beside us while we r doin pw n pose. yea pose for like the whole period we r busy discusin away and typin she juz sit dere and pose n dun say aniting. mayb i shud apreaciate tt cos some times she dun even come for meetings. we giv her a part to do and it does it so badly. as in real bad. her eng n all that is like all bullshit u cant imagine she got 38 for her gp essay. wad does tt show? she dun put it any efort to do. so in the end she do=nvr do. and we cant use her part coz it sucked too much.n here we r callin her n msgin her so mani times i tink her fone wil burst. she nvr pick up.chee msged her at 1030 in the morn ok. now gona 12hours le she stil haven reply. shal c wad gd reasons she hav.she is damn good at givin excuses. my tolerance has a limit. and i cant stan it animore.to tink i oni openli told her wad my displeasure is only once. once okay. other times i juz ren. ren til i tink i wil juz die sumday b4 pw ends. mayb we shud juz go tok to chng abt it. but i doubt she wil do aniting also. congratulations, im facin a wonderful situation.

okays done, cant believe i type so much over that $#%@%. im sori i sounded so pissed. i juz cant contain my anger. its like.. u put in so much efort n ya grp members r busy doin de proj
. sum unproductive and irresponsible member juz sit dere and enjoy the fruits of labor. sigh. tis spoils my day..

anw went bak dhs today. it was super funny lah. the sch bustling wif pple n met up wif most of our teachers. dey r so funy can haha. plus our clas guys are like so loud n making alot of sily and corny coments i luff til can die. haha dey r stil the same bunch. noisi n boisterous n funy. not that i mind thou. las yrs clas was reli funy. even durin the most borin lesons sum funy tings wil hapen. well now durin lesons i juz sit n stone. tings r juz different. not tt its v bad or aniting. as in conditns n environment juz diff. played abit of ball, n slacked ard. chated wif alot of pple i haven seen for like so long. haha. den we went cine for lunch and watched herbie. was a very corny n funy show haha thou abit lame the car can like hav emotions n all. prety cute.

i have pw tml. which means i cant study. was tinkin of startin tml..well.. talking abt it im energyless already.

anw, hapy teachers day =)

n im stil pissed.

2005-08-25T16:24:00.000+08:00

today is not my dayy. i woke up with a splittin headache, followed by my world spinning. but i went to sch anyway. then i start to feel worse. felt like dyin so i came home at like 9+. how lame. n i slpt til like 3?

chee told me abt stuff ttz done in sch today. n we complained about pw. wad crapp. i haven found an article yet. its v hard to find a relevant article for my project. im tryin to look for one now online. my head's so painful i rather its chopped off. =x not sure if im goin to the doc. sighh. n deres 4 periods of pw tml. how exciting. n deres dance aft tt. if i feel much beter tml i hope i can handle all that.

sharks i cant make it to go out to celebrate sy's bday later. felt so bad.. sigh. prob is i cant even walk properly now, i cant go out. im sory dear!! hope u like the card and our present. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =) loves loves.

just found sth v corny while lookin for a suitable eom article.. it's based in america i think.

On thinking about incidence and prevalence statistics . . .

I’m overworked and fatigued! For a couple of years, I’ve been blaming it all on having a particularly demanding job. But now I’ve figured out the real reason why I’m overworked.

The population of this country is about 237 million. Since 104 million are retired, that leaves
85 million to do the work.

Of these, 29 million are employed by the federal government -- leaving 19 million to do the work.

Another 2.8 are in the military, which leaves 16.2 million to do the work.

Take away another 14.8 who work for states and cities and that leaves 1.4 to do the work.

At any given time, there are 188,000 people in hospitals -- leaving 1,212,000 to do the work.

With 1,211,998 people in prisons, that leaves just 2 people to do the work.

YOU AND ME! And you’re just sitting around reading this joke.

im feelin so sadistic noww. ouch my head.

2005-08-24T20:27:00.000+08:00

im exhausted.

juz came back not long ago. had my dinner and now im bumming around. dance was tiringg man. oh my toe nail crack lah damnit. n the nail cut into my skin. so darn painful its swollen now. so aft today's tennis and dance i reckon its worse oredi. mann.. lesons today is crapp as usual. stupid chn'g says i may have to redo my eom. in de beginin she sae can do survey one, but now shes like its not v advisable coz its a grps effort n so it is like take grp's work to hand in, wad crapp lah. okay so fine, its either i do a completely new one ( sucks), or i make changes to my original one. but i duno wth she wans lahh. tis suckz i dun hav time to do up my eom. i have to hand in to her tis fri. congratulations.. and celebrationssss!

sh*t happens.

im wonderin abt alot of stuff. wei he?

tml will b a busy dayy. will be celebratin sy's bday along w/ jo. den i have to pia my eom. and all the tutorials. anw, i shal sae happy bday 1st! wil blog again tml to giv u my wishes. hahahh =))

my life is brillant, my love is pure. HAHAHA. okay tt was random.

2005-08-21T11:20:00.000+08:00

MOTIVATION!!

When you're close to tears remember
someday it'll all be over
One day we're gonna get so high
Though it's darker than December
what's ahead is a different color
One day we're gonna get so high

And at the end of the day remember the days
when we were close to the end
and wonder how we made it through the night
At the end of the day
we remember the way
we stayed so close to the end
we'll remember it was me and you

Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
you will always keep it flying high in the sky
of love

Don't you think it's time you started
doing what we always wanted
One day we're gonna get so high
Cause even the impossible
is easy when we got each other
One day we're gonna get so high

And at the end of the day remember the days
when we were close to the end
and wonder how we made it through the night
At the end of the day
remember the way
we stayed so close to the end
we'll remember it was me and you

Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep it flying high in the sky
of love

2005-08-19T20:48:00.000+08:00

im so tired..

today is friday. duhh. ended sch erly, thats the only gd ting. went pasta mania with the gers. the fd wasnt gd today.. den walked ard til like 3+ lookin for suitable tops but stil cant decide. so mafan 1.. head bak for dance. waa can die with that heels somemore, all the way til 6. shake it, shake it.

i have 4hours of tuition tml, so looking 4ward to it lahh. haha wadever. den sun i tot can res n do some work, den got dance again. need to go to the studio to brush up. and have to look for top too. my wkend's gone..mann

im v grouchyy now. i juz wana sit on the sofa and do nothing.

let's be nothing, i heard it last forever. HAHA

shit. fred's ipod sudenli juz wont turn on!! it was stil perfectly fine while i was using it juz now. i pluck in the cable it oso didnt show the chargin sign. wad crapp.. i hope nth bad happens.

i kip singin songs nowadays. well, not sing lah. hahah i luv iritatin pple wif tuneless singin.

i have cravin for prata now. i want to eat prata.

im stressed. im so stressed. i haven even touched a single piece of paper in my notes aka, i haven study yet lah. this SH*T is bananas, B-A-N-A-N-A-S!!!

[They tell me your blue skies fade to grey

They tell me your passion's gone away

And I don't need no carryin' on

You tell me your life's been way off line

You're falling to pieces everytime

And I don't need no carryin' on ]

THIS IS THE STORY OF A GIRLLL,
WHO CRIED A RIVER AND DROWNED THE WHOLE WORLD!!!!! *croons

haha.

2005-08-16T19:34:00.000+08:00

firstly, i wana say...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING WEITING!!!

hapy hapy 17th =)) though u always very mean to b, look me in the eye and call my every other name except MINE, which is very hurtin okays. but i love ya still hahahah stay that way okays? remember, assholic.. im luvin it! =D

anw, tml wil be the dateline for the 1st draft of writen report. HURRAY. but actualy, not much to celebrate abt, coz we need to rush out the sample booklet, which means i have to put my tolerance to the test again. dun sound v gd to me. bahh wadever lah. haha

im chargin ipod mini rite now. freD lent it to me coz his hp so dam gd tt it can suport alot of mp3s. haha bud the ipod apears to be lockeD!! i cant put in ani songs nor access aniting.darn.

i'm slackin im slackin im slackin. tmls gona b a tirin day. got pE den cca, gosh imagine that heels lah. then goin parkway to hunt for stuff. i told myself i wil start mugin on thursday. HAHA. we shal wait n see

2005-08-14T20:34:00.000+08:00

monday is approachin'

I HATE MONDAYS..

and basically every consecutive day that comes after that.

=x

2005-08-10T21:59:00.000+08:00

im feelin kinda rotten now. theres sch tomorow. so it finali sink into me that i, berdine geh, haven done any crap work for 5 days stright. cool. sounds cool. very cool. i wonder how i die tml. plus that sucky eom. like i dun even noe how the hell to do it?!? darnn. tml wil b a busy day.

went for a movie today. bewitched. it was alrites..bud not great thou. haha ooh i ate hageen daaz midnite cookies! yummm. anyhow walked ard town, n i saw that cute guy again! the one i said in my previous entry. oh i juz realised i typed halfway in the previous entry forgot to con't. anw, he was dere at the fireworks, juz rite beside me.n today i saw him again. hahah i went a lil hysterical. i mean like its rare lahh i dun go ard seeing tourists twice. did i mention hes cute? hahh. right.

sighh. im suposed to like look thru the eigen notes tonight..so tml morn i can use the 3 period break to attempt sum ques in the tutorial. or rather, atempt n refer to fred's one at de same time lah.

i wun b bloggin much aft this. i shal blog only wen deres interestin tings to sayy. i mean like.. deres nth much to say about mundane schlife n bloody hell amount of work piling up. hahh n i bet u guys wun wan to read abt dose stuff too coz u sure are encounterin those stuff of ya own. u noe, i noe, can already. i myself wun wan to go on naggin abt it. kinda sadistic..

SCHOOL IS FUN
I LOVE SCHOOL
I LOVE MATHS
I LOVE GP
I LOVE LECTURES
I LOVE TUTORIALS
i love bummin ard with my frens. thats prety true. all of the above arent. but i'll make them..yeaaa hahah im nutS!!

gues i juz hav to make do with wadever it is. hav fun pple =))

ps: i stil cant upload my fotos. wads the darn problem.

fireworks

2005-08-09T23:45:00.000+08:00

Damn I’m so irritated. For 2 days in a row I tried to update n everytime halfway the page will get stuck one. And I cant seem to upload pictures here. Its not respondin. So I shall do it nex time then. oh i jus realised i cant even bold stuff or change font color coz the toolbar not dere. why huh.. I’m like now typin in ms word 1st how dumb

Grr anyway I juz came back frm esplanade. Went to c the fireworks. Spectacular and, super pretty. Videoed them down. Anyway deres this cuteBut the crowd was terrible. Tried every route dere could b and finally im home. Haha played pool b4 that. It was so stupidly funny. Shall upload the fotos taken today wen I get them on the com.

Yest was my bday, so im SEVENTEEN!! =)) I’m v happy this year, coz so many pple remembered my bday, it’s a very warm feelin. Received lots of sms sendin well wishes, calls too. Oh Gordon called to wish my hapy bday, haha he remembered! I was pleasantly surprised. Hes my pri sch mate haven seen him for a long while. Some others that I dun kip in contact wif or duno v well wished me too. So it’s very sweet of them. Oh and the presents =)) I love them all! Really. Got 2 bouquets of sunflowers, then all the cool presents. Oo the adidas watch! Haha juz wana say to the very sweet people I have in a life, THANK YOU for making my day. =)

Had celebrations yest in sch, didn’t reli noe whats goin on thou. Haha den aft tt went hm to change n headed to cine to meet the gers for pool n lunch. Then paul chee n fred joined in to watch weddin crashers. It’s a super corny show haha very funny u guys shud catch it. After movie I headed to Newton to meet my mama n bro for dinner at Shangri-La. Oh man u should c how posh de hotel is!! Anyway we went to the line, had buffet. Theres like a chocolate fountain, with all the liquid choc flowin down. Mann I juz wana bring it home. Haha den deres strawberries n stuff for u to dip inside the fountain. N deres a hole shelf of cakes n pastries with like 8 kinds of cheese cakes n blahblah. N this hole section dedicated to the lobsters n oysters too. Everything is juz oh man haha u can c how amazed I was. I ate so full I cant moved aft that.

Im so tired now. Goin to watch bewitched tomorrow. And my work is nicely untouched. Im so dead lahh. And the stupid eom. So sian juz thinking about it. Nvm so I shant. Haha

Thanks again to those that made my bdayy a great one =) luv u guys! Anyway, im grown up oredi lah, so stop askin me to grow up okays hahaha

I find myself thinking about something recently, that’s wierd. As in, why would I even think about it. Nvm my brain shut down already. Too tired. So byebyEs happy national day!=)

2005-08-07T22:54:00.000+08:00

heyy =)

my mummy juz gave me a bdayy card.
so cute. and aparently she forced my bro to sign it. hahah

i juz finish piaing econs essay. wrote rubbish, cant reli be bothered lahh. im so tired. haha oh yea, i wana THANK YOU darlins so much *drumsroll* Jojo and siying! =D

haD fm tuition wif fRed yest. well i wasnt reli listening lahh coz de teacher doin reduction n i copied the whole tutorial. so yea, i stoned. den aft that its phy tuitn. i dun mind phy tuitn coz i can learn from it haha. so aft that i went esplanade lib to look for jo n sy. dere were like throngs of pple. hmm so i steped in and saw tis very prety sunflower lyin alongside my presents. shall upload a photo of it wen my bro upload all the pics to my com. den we went walk ard esplanade n took tons of pictures. headed bak to sy's hse where we toked and listened to music n stuff till 4. we fell aslp listening to leehom's music. ooo nice. we spent the hole of today chillin out at her hse, coz too lazy to go out oredi. i woke up at 12 den naped in the aftnoon den we went bak at 5+. ooh i've got 8presents frm them in all, haha bud in fact i've got 10! n that includes both of u =)) awww sounds so sweet hahah. n yah lahh tankz relly, effort deeply apreciated =) oh anyway, my bro ate up the cake. im so sorry dears i cant help it that hes a pig haha

my clas gers were actuali tinking of wearin red top plus jeans to sch one.buden ar ct reps say muz wear wif sch botoms. so like wth? err gers r gona look so wierd lah, so we decided juz wear sch u instead. its 1h more to my bdayy =) i've got a long day ahead of me tml. hope everything turns out gd =)) shall update abt tml n my dinner at shangri-laa! *drools. imagine all the food. gosh

forever love keeps ringin in my head, its a reli sweet song.. ooo

[ cong jin yi hou, ni hui shi suo you.. xin fu de li you ]

2005-08-05T21:08:00.000+08:00

me n ting!! auguesT babies =))

actualli i typed an entry yest, dedicated to complain abt sucky pw buden de site got error haha wad crapp so forget it lah.

had a class cake cuttin mini celebratn for our clas's august babies, ting, wangyong, chongming n me! okay so i went to buy my own cake wif yang haha n that i got all that cream on my face n uniform. bud nahh its okayys

darn. must hand in econs essay on monday so like wthh i wun hav time to do it man. i will be out for all 5 day holidays. will be meetin fred for fm tuitn, folowed by gp tuitn wif cr in town, den sleeping over at siying's hse along wif jo.den sun we r goin out2gether. mon hav to go sch for national day celeb, den out wif s31 gers, den family dinner. tues will be out wif cr n ben for pool, makan, n fireworks!! weds wil be catchin a movie wif man. so like..i tink im screwed. do wad work arr..i tink i wil sure end up piaing for econs essay on like sunday nite..while awaitin for my bday to arrive haha.

im experiencin mood swings lately, wierdd. haha nvm i shall cast everything aside n enjoy my 5days hols b4 all the sloggin begins..

my lunar bdayy

2005-07-31T14:30:00.000+08:00

today's my lunar birthday!! oohh happy chinese bday to me =)) mummy's gona cook me mee sua. weiting u cookin for me oso rite on my bday? n i wil cook for u too. HAHA.

i hope all the bad luck that's shroudin over my family clears off soon. shoo okays. i hate it wen everyone's bent and brokenn..

there's so many things to do and so lil time. sorta lost in a midst of everything. n somemore i got no direction sense lahh.. oh thats corny. haha wadever.. its monday again tml I HATE MONDAYS.

oh my im such a cynic

1st time!!

2005-07-29T21:10:00.000+08:00

hEyy 1st official time im using this started blogin again aft like eons haha THANKS WEITING!! many thanks for doin this up for me darlin! n siying too haha cant help it tt im such a html noob. today is friday. againn long awaited bud sumhow wen it arrives, i duno.. like nth much. haha just like i'm turnin 17..like woohooo bud it seems to b juz anoder dayy..mayb i wil wen it nears =)

oh sch's borin.. did i mention sch's borinn???????? haha i've been in a daze lately, like havin a foggy mind n stuff i cant conc, n i duno y i shud start like bring a good kid n stuff i supose.. n pw is drivin me nuts!! it relly sucks.. a test of my tolerance relly man anw, i noe ur readin this lah s31 gers tankz 4 makin sch not that darn a ting =))

my mom's super funny man she tot chan5 is like the no 5 buton on my remote n it hapens to b the indian channel on arts central n she didnt noe, so she was like watchin all de tamil for like...30mins? hahah can die man now u noe wher i got the blur genes frm haha

thers tuitn tml mannn n nex sat i wil b havin fm n phy tuitn for 4 hours str. sounds good? haha im sure lahh ahh i duno wad to say already. too long nvr blog cant get used to typin n getin my brains to churn out wad to sayy its fri aniwae, giv a brain a resT. bye foLks.. i hope sth good hapens to me soon. wadever it mite b.. =))

ps: this blog's so pink! ooooo imagine it all GREEN. or RED hahahah

all thanks to me

2005-07-20T23:21:00.000+08:00

all thanks to me xiao niao.

weiting